We are excited to share another powerful poem by community member Lisa Choudhrie, offering a Christian perspective on anxiety struggles. Through her heartfelt words, Lisa reflects on the peace and assurance that can be found in trusting God during moments of fear and uncertainty. Her poetry beautifully illustrates how faith can be a foundation of strength when anxiety overwhelms.
This poem reminds us to seek refuge in God’s promises and lean on Him for support in times of mental and emotional turmoil.
The dark side of the moon 29.10.2022
This poem is for me
The Lisa only I know
She’s scared, anxious
She’s always alone…
She’s got it made she thinks
Sarees draped perfectly
A dash of lipstick and her flawless skin
And she’s off to make history.
The truth is, she’s unsure
Basically of who she is
And she gets rattled easily
Weekends, holidays, family, friends…
So she works hard to forget
She cooks and goes the extra mile
She loves with her heart, oh she means it
Just that she’s empty behind the smile..
She’s trying so hard, it’s funny
And she doesn’t know how to laugh
And she falls for my lies and webs
She’s crazy, without a doubt and a half.
It’s Saturday and she’s getting ready
For the ‘weekenditis’ to hit her
She’ll go through the motions alright
Her soul will be shredded with fear…
And she plays the comparison game
All the time And all these years
She never matches up
So there’s some more tears..
Now it’s getting November
Christmas at hand
So much to do, and do well
Anxiety is her foundation, her sinking sand
And the get togethers And the parties
Oh man, she’s coming undone
Get a migraine, get crazy
Her spirit is getting sunk…
When will this end?
Will this be the story of my life?
When will there be peace?
In the graveyard, without the light?
But today, it’s Saturday
And I’m not taking any more
These lies from the pit of hell
I’m kicking them out of the door.
So go to hell, anxiety
Take your pal comparison too,
My worth is in being a child of God
My uniqueness is so true.
I take my stand on His presence
His blood shield over me
He is my Rock, my High Tower
He has won the victory.
His love drives out fear
I’m going to breathe this in
His love drives out fear
I stand strong in Him.
My Great Amazing Deliverer
Pooh pooh GAD
He brings life, light and joy
Peace of mind, serenity.
There’s consolation in Him alone
When the waves of anxiety rise
He sets me safe on the Rock
Out of the flood and the fires..
I breathe deep and slow
Turn my neck, count to ten
Hear His words as I yawn
My Spirit finds rest and refreshment.
I am His Child, no one else like me
Every bit inside and out
Is a reflection of His heart
Quashing all my doubts..
I’m loved by Him, eternally
And my family is my treasure
And I’m going to love them
And live in the moment forever.
Moment by moment His love
Will take me places beyond my dreams
I will maximize my potential
I’m here to make history in these scenes..
And this is going to be my story
This is going to be my song
Jesus is my Redeemer
There’s peace and life, life long.
So if you are reading this
And it resonates with you
I stand with you -no judgment
Pass it on, in Jesus is life and truth.
Get it out of your system
There are loving shrinks
There’s medicine and treatment
Don’t wait till the light dims..
Life is for celebrating
His joy gives us the strength
God our Father protects us
He is our defense.
By Lisa Choudhrie
To read more of Lisa’s insightful work, visit her blog at heismindful.blogspot.com.
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